My blessing in disguise

Just when I start missing you

A tiny droplet falls from the sky

....dribbles down my window pane  

Dribbles down my lies

Do I love you....I often ask myself

And then my feelings play peek a boo

A silence takes over my heart

Hoping you are still the one I'd run to

A startling thunder wakes me up

I feel the chill in the breeze tonight

I hear voices I hear myself....

But something is just ain't right...

So I close my eyes and Begin to pray

Thank the lord for the times you stayed

Asked for an answer to my chaotic mind

...you message me "I miss you....m glad you're mine...."

The Last

I am the last Drop of whisky 

Quenching your pain

I am the last leaf to fall

When it rains

I am the last clap 

In a room filled with crowd

I am the last sound of silence 

When everything turns around

I am the last ash 

Of your burning cigarette

I am the last goodbye

Before we've even met

I am the last frail sound

Of an unhealed soul

I am the last unspoken word

Of a heart that's not whole

I am the Unfinished 

I am the complete

I am what I am 

What you'll never want me to be .....

Untold

What lies between today and tomorrow

Is a thin line of love and hate

Today is a day filled with sorrow

A situation that questions fate

We built a wall of love and dreams

Nurtured it with pride and care

Now voices echo as haunted screams

Lost hope is all that's there

Open eyes beg for mercy

As they gaze into the sky

Sorrows flow into the blue sea

No strength to even cry

Longing to run into your arms once

And feel Your beating heart

Talk about all that we care

For once let's not part

Hold me now with your tender love dear

Let's forget what future holds

Let's shed our burdens and our fears dear

To hear each word untold.

Guilty

Guilty of loving you

Guilty for telling the truth 

Guilty for all that I have done

And all that I'm about to do

Guilty to this heart that aches

Guilty for my many mistakes

Guilty to my messed up brain

And my soul that's gone insane

Guilty for letting you go

Guilty for not letting you know

Guilty is what's left of me

I am a person who is just GUILTY

Untold

What lies between today and tomorrow

Is a thin line of love and hate

Today is a day filled with sorrow

A situation that questions fate

We built a wall of love and dreams

Nurtured it with pride and care

Now voices echo as haunted screams

Lost hope is all that's there

Open eyes beg for mercy

As they gaze into the sky

Sorrows flow into the blue sea

No strength to even cry

Longing to run into your arms once

And feel Your beating heart

Talk about all that we care

For once let's not part

Hold me now with your tender love dear

Let's forget what future holds

Let's shed our burdens and our fears dear

To hear each word untold.